A message to Eric or a rant about muses.

A message to Eric or a rant about muses.

Hello everyone and especially you Eric. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this, but in all truthfulness this is as much for me as it is for you. Now onto why I’m addressing you personally here on my blog, the other day you posted on Facebook a poem, one which you deleted along with your post, so I’m not able to show it here. A momentary lapse of weakness, we all have them. It was a nice poem that spoke of a leaf blowing in the wind and you state how this illustrates how you feel and why you’re having such a hard time creating anything worth mentioning. I say bullshit, because I feel like that damn leaf all the time, all blown about beat up stomped on and without purpose, meaning, or guidance. The only difference between you and I is that I refused to give up. While you decided several years ago to put down your pens and pencils to go on and give political commentary to the masses, which you were and still are quite good at.

But you gave up on one talent to follow a passion and now you’re finding it difficult to get back into illustrating. It’s not a an amusement park ride where you jump off and then easily jump back on when you feel like it, it just doesn’t work that way. You complain that you have no drive/muse to inspire you that you have little or no feeling to create, well let me tell you something that bitch we call a muse is a fine lover when she’s around, but she’ll leave your bed at anytime like it’s a cold coffin and the only way you can ever guarantee her return is to continue your work despite her absence. You have to drive onward uncaring, and drive head long into the brick wall of creativity without her. It’s hard work, work that has to be done daily, without the thought of gratification or compensation.

You gave up on your art years ago and wonder where has it gone, where is my muse? She’s down the block inspiring another creator to greater heights, that’s where she’s at and she’s not coming back until she sees that you’ve been putting in the hard work without her, and the more work you put in the more often she’ll appear. Sometimes even unwanted she’ll drive you to do things that you may not want to do but must be done to expunge them from your soul. But long before that day ever comes you have to put in your time and build that long decrepit muscle you call your creativity.

You say you have no idea what to draw or write, tough, whoever does. You have to seek it out, hunt it down and pin the slippery thing down and get to work.

Isaac Asimov, I’m going to paraphrase here, said that whenever he ran out of ideas for his next novel he would grab any book he could get his hands on, turn to a random page, choose a random line and pick a random word on that line and that’s what his next work would be based on. He found the word Empire and that was the genesis of his Foundation series of novels.

I personally use an encyclopedia of things that never were and when I feel the need for a new story I go in there and base a tale on one of the many entrees within that fine tome, whenever I feel a little run down creatively.

In closing Eric you were a fine illustrator that gave up on himself and I was always upset about it. Truthfully sometimes for purely selfish reasons, new Oswald art is always nice, but also because I know a great artist had been taken from the fantasy art community and those that appreciate what we do. I know you felt unappreciated in certain fandoms and that was purely because you held to your convictions and wouldn’t pander to the garbage that they want all of their darlings to produce for them. Pearls before swine, Eric, you and I both know you were better than that. I had similar issues with that same fandom and I gave up on them as well but I refused to give up on myself and neither should have you, but you did. And now you want to get back on the merry go round that’s moving a thousand miles an hour and you don’t know how.

I’m going to tell you how you get back on Eric, you get on one line, one thought and one project at a time. You build and you build and if you tell me I don’t know what to do, I’ll tell you what to do; take that fine acerbic wit of yours and turn it loose on a passion of yours, politics. Think of something that makes you laugh or just pisses you off and there’s plenty of that in the world, and then write it down, write a bunch of them down, random thoughts, ideas and meanderings, no matter how small or large and once you get a few of those down pick one and illustrate it. If you find it difficult picking one or even if you find yourself being a complete chicken shit coward and say I got nothing, I suggest you discuss it with one of your cats and illustrate that conversation. Start small, keep it short, and you’ll see that once you do enough of them, that fine, fine harlot you call your muse will be back to pay you a visit again. Now like the Gump man said, that’s all I have to say about that.

And yes, the illustrations on this blog were created by Eric.

Thanks for reading and I apologize for subjecting you to my rant, but Eric really upsets me and I want nothing but the best for the guy. I want to see him get back into form as an artist. I know he can do it but it’s going to take some time but I know he can do it.

So don’t give up kids.

Next week I’ll be doing my podcast again and I’ll have a bunch of reviews and a new rating system :)

Thanks to one and all and please continue to vote The Oswald Chronicles on topwebcomics.com

If you have any thoughts please let me know.

Thanks and take care.

JD Calderon

Talking to the Scribe #11

Talking to the Scribe #11

Here it is folks Talking to the Scribe #11 where I discuss a few books I read and plug The People That Melt in Rain by my good buddy Mike Dubisch and his wife Carolyn Watson Dubisch.

Just want to say thanks to one and all who are supporting the comic and please continue to vote for Oswald on topwebcomics.com
Talk to you all soon and if any of you have any questions please feel free to ask.

The People That Melt in the Rain Mike and Carolyn Dubisch

The Royal Historian of OZ by Tommy Kovac and Andy Hirsch

Chip by Richard Moore

The Bean by Travis Hanson

Morning Glories vol.2 by Spencer – Eisma – Esquejo


Skull Kickers vol. by 2 Jim Zub, Edwin Huang, and Misty Coats

Andie and the Alien (W) Philip Phillipson, Brian Phillipson (A/CA) Alex Nino

Chew by John Layman and Rob Guillory

Captain Swing and the Electrical Pirates of Cindery Island by Warren Ellis and Raulo Caceres

Fantastic Four Omnibus by John Byrne vol. 1

I got the site to update

Okay I can’t say all is right with the world just yet but I got the site to update.

If all goes well it will continue, I hope.

Thanks to all for putting up with the glitch.

Thanks and take care all.

I think I made a mistake :(

Hello everyone

I think I made a mistake :(

In attempting to post my latest podcast I think I may have screwed up my updates somehow.

Don’t ask me how I managed to do this because I haven’t the slightest.

In short the pages aren’t posting the way they should so while my designer does his best to rectify my mistake I will be posting the pages manually on the blog portion of the page, so now one will miss out.

Sorry the inconvenience but I’m meant to be writing and not mucking about with webpages :(

As usual please vote for the site on topwebcomics.com and listen to the podcast and let me know what you think.

Talking to the Scribe #10

Talking to the Scribe #10

I’m having a problem with uploading the file so it should be up tomorrow, sorry :(

It’s been a while since I did one of these but I’ve been busy getting work done on The Oswald Chronicles. First I would like to thank everyone who’s been stopping by and supporting the site and voting on Topwebcomics.com and please continue doing so as often as you can and for those who haven’t been what are you waiting for go do it :)
Here’s a list of the various books that I review on the latest podcast and I discuss some of my work on My Time With Clive a new arch in The Oswald Chronicles.

Avengers Forever by Kurt Busiek and Carlo Pacheco

Bubbles & Gondola by Renaud Dillies

Nordguard Book one Across Thin Ice by Tess Garman and Teagan Gavet

Joe the Barbarian by Grant Morrison and Sean Murphy

Warriors Three by Bill Willingham and Neil Edwards

Shield Architects of Forever by Jonathan Hickman and Dustin Weaver

American Vampire by Scott Snyder, Rafael Albuquerque, and Stephen King

The Fourth Power by Juan Gimenez

Morgana by Alberti and Enoch

Too sick to speak :( and some reviews :)

No podcast this week because I caught a cold from a co-worker, which I was kind enough to pass on to Daphne :( So here I am writing a blog entry :)

First I would like to say thanks to everyone who’s been coming by the Oswald site and supporting it by voting for it on topwebcmics.com and if you’re not what are you waiting for go do it and come back :)

Last week was NYCC and it was a blast and the best thing I got to do was see some old friends, make a few new ones and hang out with Daphne :) Looking forward to doing next years show.

As an addition here are two pages from a book I put together a few years ago called the Art of Oswald.

One Upon a Time

There’s been a slew of TV shows that I’ve been watching and I’ve been enjoying most but the one I review here is the one that stands out the most to me because of the story behind it and its relation to Fables. Allegedly, I don’t know all of the details, I’m sure a google search, I’m too lazy to do right now, would reveal many facts about it. But what I think I know is that Fables was being shopped around as a TV show but all of the studios passed on it, but wherever they went they left Fable babies like this show and I think this Friday we’re going to see another one The Brother’s Grim.

Anyway I watched the first episode of this show and I kinda liked it and kinda didn’t. I know it’s a contradiction but I’m a conflicted person, what do you want, lol. What I see in this show is a slick production crew who knows how to create a fantastic modern world but knows nothing about doing a fantastical one or how to make it believable. What I think these creators and I mean the whole crew including the director and producers of this show are skilled at making contemporary world but not a fantasy one and because of that the fantasy elements in the show look a bit cheesy. There’s a reason Jim Henson used Brian Froud to establish the look of Labyrinth and Dark Crystal, or why Guillermo del Toro is highly sought after as a producer when directors are making fantasy films or ones that have those elements. It does take a certain type of artistry to bring that kind of world to life in a way that isn’t so much believable but not cheesy. This is a talented cast and crew and I’m looking forward to seeing what they do with the story. I do wish they would have done Fables instead of this but in this case I’ll take what I can get, at least until I can’t take it anymore, we’ll see.

Ozma of OZ L. Frank Baum, Eric Shanower, and Skottie Young

I was really looking forward to this book because Disney had produced a movie loosely on this story. In this story Dorothy returns to Oz and along with her comes a talking chicken which Daphne feels is the star of the story. I have to agree the story is a great one and I loved comparing the differences between this story and the movie Disney produced. Skottie Young and Eric Shanower along with Marvel should be commended for bringing a master’s work to a new generation. I’m looking forward to the next one and I hope they eventually do all of the books :)

The New Teen Titans Games By Marv Wolfman and George Perez

Just to let everyone know when I was a kid this was one of the series that I most looked forward to month in and month out. This book took twenty plus years to come out and it’s finally here and what’s really cool is that it’s done in the setting of the eighties run. In this story the Titans are faced with a criminal mastermind who’s playing a deadly game with them and the lives of their friends. This was a good story but as always the star of the book is George Perez and his art. What I found cool is if you take a look at George’s work from the last few years and this work this book is lighter in detail because he was looking to match his older style, but it’s still awesome and very much worth checking out.

Farscape Red Sky at Morning By Rockne S. Obannon, Kieth R. Decandido, and Will Sliney

I loved this TV show and I still feel it’s one of the best sc-fi shows ever if not the best. So when this series started I was looking forward to it due to the fact that the show creator Rockne S. Obannon was heavily involved. So because of that the writing is actually good and feels much like the TV show. The only place it falters is in the art and that’s been a complaint of mine since the beginning of this comic series. Someone at Boom is stuck on a realistic look for these books. I don’t have a problem with that normally but in this case the artists they’ve been employing are just not the best or even close to being good at this type of style. Most of the time it just looks like they’ve been tracing over screen grabs from the show and doing a shoddy job at inking them. I would rather see a more skilled cartoony artist who has good skills take over this series than a illustrator that can barely illustrate. I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be able to hold out, I’ve done it for five volumes but if things don’t pick up in the next one I’m probably going to drop this series for good, shame really.

Deicide Rage Against the Gods By Carlos Portela and Das Pastoras

This is a French comic that Humanoids printed a few years ago. To start off the French create awesome looking comics. They don’t always read as well as they look but they do look incredible. This is volume 1 that I have so I’m going to hold off judgment about the story until I’ve read more of it. Great looking book but I can’t say more than that until I get the next volume.

Thanks again to you all and please vote for Oswald soon and often on topwebcomics.com
I’ll be talking to you all soon :)
JD Calderon

Talking to the Scribe #9 Interview with Steve Roman

Talking to the Scribe #9 Interview with Steve Roman

Interview with Steve Roman

Hello everyone

This week on Talking to the Scribe I interview Steve Roman from www.Starwarpconcepts.com

We discuss his latest project The Saga of Pandora Zwieback: Blood Feud and some of his other works. So listen to the show and go read a great book without sparkly vampires :)

I would also like to mention how I along with my better half Daphne Lage will be at NYAFF this weekend in the Anime section at table A7, so if you’re going to the show stop by and say hello.

And once again please help support Oswald by voting for him on www.topwebcomics.com

This week I review:

Echo by Terry Moore

Amulet vol. 4

Only the End of the World Again by Neil Gaiman, P. Craig Russell, and Troy Nixey